Uncomfortable

I hope I can feel better after writing this blog.

Life is like a roller coaster ride. At this time, you might feel you are on top of the world but in the next second you would end up at the bottom. That is what I'm feeling now. I thought I am at the top of the world the past few days until yesterday.

I had fallen to a girl. There is this attraction of hers really caught my attention. She has amazing personality, independent, doesnt like to depends on people and would like to complete her work by herself. There is only one word to describe her. Awesome. I had been single for more than one year now. No other girls could catch my attention like the way she does. And I realize that, i am not only interested in her but I like her.

Things were going smoothly with both of us spending time together, talking with each other, trying to understand each other and also messaging with each other. I know I had fallen into her when I would care of her. I enjoy talking to her and admire her sweet smile. Perhaps, that amazing smile catches most of my attention.

Things turn out to be wrong and totally upside down because of my own choice of action. I thought I could have lighten her burden a bit but I was totally wrong. I did not think of the consequences of my action and she is angry because of this. She didnt reply most of my smses anymore. Heart breaking. That's the only sentence that can describe me.

Yesterday I feel I was at the bottom of the world. That feelings isn't good at all. I hope things would be better soon. Hopefully.

Live life to the max.

Cheers