Life has been awesome these days. I'm enjoying every second of it with the companion of you by my side. If I were given a wish, I will wish that the moment that I spend my time with you will stop there and hope that you are always besides me.
Today is one of the most amazing day in my life. Being the first time to do a research and interview sessions with some villagers in the unknown village is a very very precious experience. And I am so glad that you are the person who goes through and share this experience with me.
There are some time when I look at you, my mind wanders around without any directions. Thinking and talking to myself, is she the one? I sometimes ask myself why do I like you so much. I just couldnt find the answer as I know that I am deeply in trouble. Deeply fallen to you. There isnt this kind of feeling so strong before happen in my life. Perhaps, i think that you are really the one. The one that I could depend and trust on with my life.
Every day, you are the first thing that comes into my mind when I wake up and you also are the last thing that comes into my mind when I goes to sleep. Initially, you will never be featured in my book of life. But now, you are the one who actually who make my book of life interesting and colourful. You are actually the one who starts and ends every topic of my book of life.
My life wouldnt be complete without you. I know that clearly.
I appreciate every day, every hour, every minutes, every seconds and every moment being with you.
Thanks for appearing in my life.
Live life to the max! =)
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
My Life
Jason Yeah. Who dont know this person if you are in UTAR. This is the feedback i got from most of my friends.
I might be a popular person even I don't know I am. A friend of mine, Abigail Tan actually had green eye as the number of hi i received from the person who knows me is higher than her. She even tell her friends that I got a lot of friends and contacts. This is true though. A lot of people knows me even i do not know them. Sometimes, they come by and say hi to me and have a chat with me but i do not have any idea who they are. I was just like talking to a stranger.
Eventhough I might seems to have a lot of friends. But, I do not have any friends that could actually share my heart out. I do not have close friends where we would play together, eat together, study together and enjoy life together. I repeat. I dont have that kind of friends!
These few days, I was wondering why my friends always say my networking is wide and they are jealous because of this. In my life, there are only hi and bye friends. Sometimes, I also wonders why dont I have friends that I could really rely and trust on. For some people, they have friends that they are very very close to and could share everything out. I wonder, WHY didnt I have that type of friends.
I was eating dinner and lunch alone these few days. Trying to make myself happier by saying I would love to spend my time being alone. That didnt work really well when i see other tables full of laughters among themselves. They share same topic, laughter and they enjoy their time being together very much. And I'm envy of that.
This post is not reflecting I'm being emo. I was just wondering why people jealous of me having so many friends while I'm envy of them for having real good and close friends. Nothing more than that.
Still, everybody leads their own life. Perhaps this is mine.
Anyhow, dont forget to
Live life to the max! =)
I might be a popular person even I don't know I am. A friend of mine, Abigail Tan actually had green eye as the number of hi i received from the person who knows me is higher than her. She even tell her friends that I got a lot of friends and contacts. This is true though. A lot of people knows me even i do not know them. Sometimes, they come by and say hi to me and have a chat with me but i do not have any idea who they are. I was just like talking to a stranger.
Eventhough I might seems to have a lot of friends. But, I do not have any friends that could actually share my heart out. I do not have close friends where we would play together, eat together, study together and enjoy life together. I repeat. I dont have that kind of friends!
These few days, I was wondering why my friends always say my networking is wide and they are jealous because of this. In my life, there are only hi and bye friends. Sometimes, I also wonders why dont I have friends that I could really rely and trust on. For some people, they have friends that they are very very close to and could share everything out. I wonder, WHY didnt I have that type of friends.
I was eating dinner and lunch alone these few days. Trying to make myself happier by saying I would love to spend my time being alone. That didnt work really well when i see other tables full of laughters among themselves. They share same topic, laughter and they enjoy their time being together very much. And I'm envy of that.
This post is not reflecting I'm being emo. I was just wondering why people jealous of me having so many friends while I'm envy of them for having real good and close friends. Nothing more than that.
Still, everybody leads their own life. Perhaps this is mine.
Anyhow, dont forget to
Live life to the max! =)
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Uncomfortable
I hope I can feel better after writing this blog.
Life is like a roller coaster ride. At this time, you might feel you are on top of the world but in the next second you would end up at the bottom. That is what I'm feeling now. I thought I am at the top of the world the past few days until yesterday.
I had fallen to a girl. There is this attraction of hers really caught my attention. She has amazing personality, independent, doesnt like to depends on people and would like to complete her work by herself. There is only one word to describe her. Awesome. I had been single for more than one year now. No other girls could catch my attention like the way she does. And I realize that, i am not only interested in her but I like her.
Things were going smoothly with both of us spending time together, talking with each other, trying to understand each other and also messaging with each other. I know I had fallen into her when I would care of her. I enjoy talking to her and admire her sweet smile. Perhaps, that amazing smile catches most of my attention.
Things turn out to be wrong and totally upside down because of my own choice of action. I thought I could have lighten her burden a bit but I was totally wrong. I did not think of the consequences of my action and she is angry because of this. She didnt reply most of my smses anymore. Heart breaking. That's the only sentence that can describe me.
Yesterday I feel I was at the bottom of the world. That feelings isn't good at all. I hope things would be better soon. Hopefully.
Live life to the max.
Cheers
Life is like a roller coaster ride. At this time, you might feel you are on top of the world but in the next second you would end up at the bottom. That is what I'm feeling now. I thought I am at the top of the world the past few days until yesterday.
I had fallen to a girl. There is this attraction of hers really caught my attention. She has amazing personality, independent, doesnt like to depends on people and would like to complete her work by herself. There is only one word to describe her. Awesome. I had been single for more than one year now. No other girls could catch my attention like the way she does. And I realize that, i am not only interested in her but I like her.
Things were going smoothly with both of us spending time together, talking with each other, trying to understand each other and also messaging with each other. I know I had fallen into her when I would care of her. I enjoy talking to her and admire her sweet smile. Perhaps, that amazing smile catches most of my attention.
Things turn out to be wrong and totally upside down because of my own choice of action. I thought I could have lighten her burden a bit but I was totally wrong. I did not think of the consequences of my action and she is angry because of this. She didnt reply most of my smses anymore. Heart breaking. That's the only sentence that can describe me.
Yesterday I feel I was at the bottom of the world. That feelings isn't good at all. I hope things would be better soon. Hopefully.
Live life to the max.
Cheers
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
