Long abandonned this blog page.
well, it is not that i dont want to blog. itz just, i dont have the time and interest in blogging anymore. maybe.
started 2nd sem. my achievement so far:
1.chairman of young entrepreneurship society
2.vice chairman of entreprenuership society
3.organizing chairman of chinese culture week
4.recruitment drive, fund raising, interaction day organizing committees
maybe i just wanna drown myself with work to forget the past. hoping that it will be the best way to forget one person. anyhow also, i'll just focus on my life and try to achieve the target and my goal of life. wishing her to have a good life over in sg long. i'll pray for you!
met a lot of new people in life. luckily, they are just adoreable. my buddy/brother/heng dai! winn shern. thanks for the support for everything we have done for our society. i think we are the best partnership in the society so far =) met the 4 girls. considered as sisters. life with them are just fun! hehe. my committees/team, we will work together for a long time! thanks for the support!
and wanna wish abigail tan and jessica teh for meeting their loved ones this semester. hope the relationship of both of you will work. god bless.
well, thats all for now.
live life to the max!
cheers =)
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
It Is Worthful
At times, I asked myself this question. I did so much for this person, is it worth?
If you too ask me this same question, I'll answer you, yes! it is worthful. I found my mood to blog today after abandon this page for so long. Let me update about myself, I shifted to 1221 in Westlake where I had a chance to understand her lifestyle and could spend precious 2 weeks with her. Conclusion is, I understand her more when I shifted in and stayed together with her. Understanding her lifestyle and be there for her when she need someone is just the most awesome thing that happen in my life. I appreciate that. And it is definitely worthful.
Being the person to support her and help her from the back will always be my responsibility. Seeing her unhappy when she lost her phone is just unbearable. Couldnt do anything to get her phone back really makes me guilty and i felt useless. I could only say sorry to her for couldnt do anything. Yet, she still comforts me by saying I helped a lot already. But deep inside your heart, I know you dont feel good.
Her farewell is just another sad way to depart. But, since she had already made her decision, why dont we just accept the fact and maintain the relationship we are now. I know people say I'm holding on to things that would not have any return. I know. But, I'm just doing things that I want to do. And I had return. Yesterday I gave her a bag, she smiled. That is the return I am looking for. A smile carved on her face. It is just, priceless.
What would I ask for more?
All these are definitely worthful. It is worthful.
Live life to the max!
Cheers =)
If you too ask me this same question, I'll answer you, yes! it is worthful. I found my mood to blog today after abandon this page for so long. Let me update about myself, I shifted to 1221 in Westlake where I had a chance to understand her lifestyle and could spend precious 2 weeks with her. Conclusion is, I understand her more when I shifted in and stayed together with her. Understanding her lifestyle and be there for her when she need someone is just the most awesome thing that happen in my life. I appreciate that. And it is definitely worthful.
Being the person to support her and help her from the back will always be my responsibility. Seeing her unhappy when she lost her phone is just unbearable. Couldnt do anything to get her phone back really makes me guilty and i felt useless. I could only say sorry to her for couldnt do anything. Yet, she still comforts me by saying I helped a lot already. But deep inside your heart, I know you dont feel good.
Her farewell is just another sad way to depart. But, since she had already made her decision, why dont we just accept the fact and maintain the relationship we are now. I know people say I'm holding on to things that would not have any return. I know. But, I'm just doing things that I want to do. And I had return. Yesterday I gave her a bag, she smiled. That is the return I am looking for. A smile carved on her face. It is just, priceless.
What would I ask for more?
All these are definitely worthful. It is worthful.
Live life to the max!
Cheers =)
Monday, April 12, 2010
Just Awesome Part 2
Another exciting day in Penang. Had a really nice sleep in the hotel. Then, we are off for another exciting journey in Penang.
The next destination is Kek Lok Si Temple. This temple is just awesome. On the way up to the temple, there are a lot of stalls that sells various types of things. But I can tell you one thing, the techniques the sellers use are just unethical. Imagine a mask where they initially offers you RM30. As we are walking away from the stall, the seller could offer you RM25, then RM15, then RM10, then lastly 2 masks for RM10. They actually marked up the price 6 times. Gosh~
The temple is just awesome with fantastic views and architecture. No words could explain them. Just awesome. I like the view from the hilltop. You could see whole Penang island from there. Again, just awesome! The statue of Guan Yin is just too nice. I couldnt resist myself to take picture of her.
We had Assam Laksa as lunch.
Then, we are off to Queensbay Mall. That mall is freaking big. Even bigger than 1Utama in Petaling Jaya. Recommended for people who are mad of shopping there. Spent around 1 hour 30 minutes there and we are off to Kampar. The most memorable moment is the Neway mascot actually took a lot of picture of us. We invited that mascot to go back UTAR with us. Just awesome! I feel sorry for the people inside the mascot as we are just fooling around with him. Sorry!
Back to Kampar around 8.15p.m. Thumbs up for the organizers such as Wan Pui Yee, Abigail Tan, Caryn Chong and others. All of you did a very very very good job =)
Another quote to share.
Happiness or sadness is not affected by the surroundings. But, your very own thinking.
I dont feel good or comfortable through out the trip. But, I realized that I shouldnt think so much and just enjoy the trip. I felt much more better after doing that.
Live life to the max!
Cheers =)
The next destination is Kek Lok Si Temple. This temple is just awesome. On the way up to the temple, there are a lot of stalls that sells various types of things. But I can tell you one thing, the techniques the sellers use are just unethical. Imagine a mask where they initially offers you RM30. As we are walking away from the stall, the seller could offer you RM25, then RM15, then RM10, then lastly 2 masks for RM10. They actually marked up the price 6 times. Gosh~
The temple is just awesome with fantastic views and architecture. No words could explain them. Just awesome. I like the view from the hilltop. You could see whole Penang island from there. Again, just awesome! The statue of Guan Yin is just too nice. I couldnt resist myself to take picture of her.
We had Assam Laksa as lunch.
Then, we are off to Queensbay Mall. That mall is freaking big. Even bigger than 1Utama in Petaling Jaya. Recommended for people who are mad of shopping there. Spent around 1 hour 30 minutes there and we are off to Kampar. The most memorable moment is the Neway mascot actually took a lot of picture of us. We invited that mascot to go back UTAR with us. Just awesome! I feel sorry for the people inside the mascot as we are just fooling around with him. Sorry!
Back to Kampar around 8.15p.m. Thumbs up for the organizers such as Wan Pui Yee, Abigail Tan, Caryn Chong and others. All of you did a very very very good job =)
Another quote to share.
Happiness or sadness is not affected by the surroundings. But, your very own thinking.
I dont feel good or comfortable through out the trip. But, I realized that I shouldnt think so much and just enjoy the trip. I felt much more better after doing that.
Live life to the max!
Cheers =)
Just Awesome
I'm back from the 2 days 1 night trip to Penang. This is also the first time I'm actually stepping my foot on Penang soil. Penang is equals to heaven of food. Quite true though, the food there are really awesome. Went to the Butterfly Farm and also the Spice Garden in the afternoon. Butterfly Farm was awesome with various types of butterflies and other insects such as scorpions. Could also find tortoise there. Thanks to Wan Pui Yee for her semi-pro camera. If not, I will be bored to death! Butterfly Farm is really just an awesome place to test your skills on photography =)
Next station is the Spice Garden. The helpful instructor is very knowledgable. He explains every details of the spices available. Those details are just awesome. One knowledge that I got from him is this. If you are scared of lizards. Take eggs shells and put it at every corner of your room. Then, there will never be lizards in your room anymore. Interesting right? I finally get to use my Nihongo (Japanese language) when I met a family of japanese worked at the batik factory. Talking nihongo with them is really a great experience. And their children is just too cute. I asked her how many years old is her in japanese. She answered "yon sai" which means 4 years old.
Food heaven in gurney is just awesome. We tried various types of food until we raise white flag! Gurney plaza is really big. Then, I spent my night at Malaysia Hotel. Though it is not a 5 star hotel, but it is really comfortable! Thumbs up for Chee Choon for finding us these type of accomodation.
So, this is part one of the Penang trip.
I realized that my E.Q is really really low. Emotion actually controls me to react strangely and I couldnt control my emotion for the first time. I know that we tend to do more when we like a person.
Perhaps I had overdone it.
Next station is the Spice Garden. The helpful instructor is very knowledgable. He explains every details of the spices available. Those details are just awesome. One knowledge that I got from him is this. If you are scared of lizards. Take eggs shells and put it at every corner of your room. Then, there will never be lizards in your room anymore. Interesting right? I finally get to use my Nihongo (Japanese language) when I met a family of japanese worked at the batik factory. Talking nihongo with them is really a great experience. And their children is just too cute. I asked her how many years old is her in japanese. She answered "yon sai" which means 4 years old.
Food heaven in gurney is just awesome. We tried various types of food until we raise white flag! Gurney plaza is really big. Then, I spent my night at Malaysia Hotel. Though it is not a 5 star hotel, but it is really comfortable! Thumbs up for Chee Choon for finding us these type of accomodation.
So, this is part one of the Penang trip.
I realized that my E.Q is really really low. Emotion actually controls me to react strangely and I couldnt control my emotion for the first time. I know that we tend to do more when we like a person.
Perhaps I had overdone it.
Monday, April 5, 2010
Random Banana
O Hai everybody! :D
I’m Jason’s friend and I obliged to ‘guest blog’ for our Mr Jason here for one day. He did me a favour today, so I am writing this in return for his favour.
HMM.. what should I scribble in here.
How about I start by writing about Jason, since this is his blog anyway, who else can I write about right? Haha. Well, according to my old and rusty memory (I am 81 years old:P), I got to know this dude through mutual friends, the usual hi and byes. However, there was one time where we really got to speak to each other, which was at the KTM station and eventually became quite good gao wans. I still consider him as a good friend although he constantly reminds me that I am fat and ugly and terencat akal without fail every single day. He also thinks that my mother accidentally dropped me when I was a baby that’s why I am who I am now. Thank you Jason -.-
HAHA.
Well, throughout the short duration I’ve known him, I think that he’s one helluva great friend lah. Though stubborn at times, and evil, and ego, and wicked..(ohh, I’m having fun at this, I can go on and on but I think I’ll just stop hereXP) he’s still nice. People, don’t be deceived by his physical, he’s harmless. HAHA
I think he’s sort of going through a hard time now after you-know-what, so here’s to you Jason, “CHEER UP YEA!”:B hoho
Ok, seeing that this blog also lacks photos, let’s try to upload some to humiliate Jason make this blog more lively. Muahaha.
Acting cool eh....
OMG dude! when was this pic taken ah? you looked so innocent here^^ LOLZZ
and last but not least..
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
JASON ACTING CUTE!!! HAHAHA this pic is EPIC man!! looooool
Alright folks.Enough of laughing alrdy. It's not nice to laugh at people you know..:D
Ok, that's all for today. Till next time!(or maybe not) SEE YA!!
Signing off,
Lil' Miss Sunshine
Recenty ....
Things werent going as smooth as I expected with Manchester United defeats to Bayern Munich and also Chelsea. The title can considered 70% gone already unless Chelsea drop points in their coming matches. Manchester United was also one goal behind Bayern Munich and hope that they will turn things around in their home tie this Thursday midnight. Losing someone influential like Wayne Rooney affects them a little. This also reflects in our life, losing someone influential and important would affect us. So, cherish everybody you care before it is too late!
I went back for Ching Ming. This is the first time I went to my youngest uncle's "home". When I first saw him, my tears fell down. Not only me, my cousins, siblings, uncles and aunties cried. My grandmother couldnt barely stand up. You can see how bad is losing someone close. Again, cherish the person you care before it is too late!
I had presentation today. The presentation was smooth and we receives a lot of praises from the tutor, Mr. Paul. Mr. Paul is a tutor who would criticise you. Im relieve to get praises from him. He said, "boy boy ... Good job! This is the only presentation group that can make me understand the introduction part." I am glad to hear that as I was the presenter for the introduction part. He further commented that our group's presentation was very good. Thanks for your wish last night. Your wish is the motivation for me to do better. Perhaps it is. And it was proven =)
Again, cherish the one that you love most. As they will make a very very big impact on you!
Remember to live life to the max again!
Cheers =)
I went back for Ching Ming. This is the first time I went to my youngest uncle's "home". When I first saw him, my tears fell down. Not only me, my cousins, siblings, uncles and aunties cried. My grandmother couldnt barely stand up. You can see how bad is losing someone close. Again, cherish the person you care before it is too late!
I had presentation today. The presentation was smooth and we receives a lot of praises from the tutor, Mr. Paul. Mr. Paul is a tutor who would criticise you. Im relieve to get praises from him. He said, "boy boy ... Good job! This is the only presentation group that can make me understand the introduction part." I am glad to hear that as I was the presenter for the introduction part. He further commented that our group's presentation was very good. Thanks for your wish last night. Your wish is the motivation for me to do better. Perhaps it is. And it was proven =)
Again, cherish the one that you love most. As they will make a very very big impact on you!
Remember to live life to the max again!
Cheers =)
Friday, April 2, 2010
Long Road
I'm here to make a statement ...
Jason Yeah is not going to give up!
Live life to the max!
Cheers =)
Jason Yeah is not going to give up!
Live life to the max!
Cheers =)
Saturday, March 27, 2010
The One
Life has been awesome these days. I'm enjoying every second of it with the companion of you by my side. If I were given a wish, I will wish that the moment that I spend my time with you will stop there and hope that you are always besides me.
Today is one of the most amazing day in my life. Being the first time to do a research and interview sessions with some villagers in the unknown village is a very very precious experience. And I am so glad that you are the person who goes through and share this experience with me.
There are some time when I look at you, my mind wanders around without any directions. Thinking and talking to myself, is she the one? I sometimes ask myself why do I like you so much. I just couldnt find the answer as I know that I am deeply in trouble. Deeply fallen to you. There isnt this kind of feeling so strong before happen in my life. Perhaps, i think that you are really the one. The one that I could depend and trust on with my life.
Every day, you are the first thing that comes into my mind when I wake up and you also are the last thing that comes into my mind when I goes to sleep. Initially, you will never be featured in my book of life. But now, you are the one who actually who make my book of life interesting and colourful. You are actually the one who starts and ends every topic of my book of life.
My life wouldnt be complete without you. I know that clearly.
I appreciate every day, every hour, every minutes, every seconds and every moment being with you.
Thanks for appearing in my life.
Live life to the max! =)
Today is one of the most amazing day in my life. Being the first time to do a research and interview sessions with some villagers in the unknown village is a very very precious experience. And I am so glad that you are the person who goes through and share this experience with me.
There are some time when I look at you, my mind wanders around without any directions. Thinking and talking to myself, is she the one? I sometimes ask myself why do I like you so much. I just couldnt find the answer as I know that I am deeply in trouble. Deeply fallen to you. There isnt this kind of feeling so strong before happen in my life. Perhaps, i think that you are really the one. The one that I could depend and trust on with my life.
Every day, you are the first thing that comes into my mind when I wake up and you also are the last thing that comes into my mind when I goes to sleep. Initially, you will never be featured in my book of life. But now, you are the one who actually who make my book of life interesting and colourful. You are actually the one who starts and ends every topic of my book of life.
My life wouldnt be complete without you. I know that clearly.
I appreciate every day, every hour, every minutes, every seconds and every moment being with you.
Thanks for appearing in my life.
Live life to the max! =)
Saturday, March 13, 2010
My Life
Jason Yeah. Who dont know this person if you are in UTAR. This is the feedback i got from most of my friends.
I might be a popular person even I don't know I am. A friend of mine, Abigail Tan actually had green eye as the number of hi i received from the person who knows me is higher than her. She even tell her friends that I got a lot of friends and contacts. This is true though. A lot of people knows me even i do not know them. Sometimes, they come by and say hi to me and have a chat with me but i do not have any idea who they are. I was just like talking to a stranger.
Eventhough I might seems to have a lot of friends. But, I do not have any friends that could actually share my heart out. I do not have close friends where we would play together, eat together, study together and enjoy life together. I repeat. I dont have that kind of friends!
These few days, I was wondering why my friends always say my networking is wide and they are jealous because of this. In my life, there are only hi and bye friends. Sometimes, I also wonders why dont I have friends that I could really rely and trust on. For some people, they have friends that they are very very close to and could share everything out. I wonder, WHY didnt I have that type of friends.
I was eating dinner and lunch alone these few days. Trying to make myself happier by saying I would love to spend my time being alone. That didnt work really well when i see other tables full of laughters among themselves. They share same topic, laughter and they enjoy their time being together very much. And I'm envy of that.
This post is not reflecting I'm being emo. I was just wondering why people jealous of me having so many friends while I'm envy of them for having real good and close friends. Nothing more than that.
Still, everybody leads their own life. Perhaps this is mine.
Anyhow, dont forget to
Live life to the max! =)
I might be a popular person even I don't know I am. A friend of mine, Abigail Tan actually had green eye as the number of hi i received from the person who knows me is higher than her. She even tell her friends that I got a lot of friends and contacts. This is true though. A lot of people knows me even i do not know them. Sometimes, they come by and say hi to me and have a chat with me but i do not have any idea who they are. I was just like talking to a stranger.
Eventhough I might seems to have a lot of friends. But, I do not have any friends that could actually share my heart out. I do not have close friends where we would play together, eat together, study together and enjoy life together. I repeat. I dont have that kind of friends!
These few days, I was wondering why my friends always say my networking is wide and they are jealous because of this. In my life, there are only hi and bye friends. Sometimes, I also wonders why dont I have friends that I could really rely and trust on. For some people, they have friends that they are very very close to and could share everything out. I wonder, WHY didnt I have that type of friends.
I was eating dinner and lunch alone these few days. Trying to make myself happier by saying I would love to spend my time being alone. That didnt work really well when i see other tables full of laughters among themselves. They share same topic, laughter and they enjoy their time being together very much. And I'm envy of that.
This post is not reflecting I'm being emo. I was just wondering why people jealous of me having so many friends while I'm envy of them for having real good and close friends. Nothing more than that.
Still, everybody leads their own life. Perhaps this is mine.
Anyhow, dont forget to
Live life to the max! =)
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Uncomfortable
I hope I can feel better after writing this blog.
Life is like a roller coaster ride. At this time, you might feel you are on top of the world but in the next second you would end up at the bottom. That is what I'm feeling now. I thought I am at the top of the world the past few days until yesterday.
I had fallen to a girl. There is this attraction of hers really caught my attention. She has amazing personality, independent, doesnt like to depends on people and would like to complete her work by herself. There is only one word to describe her. Awesome. I had been single for more than one year now. No other girls could catch my attention like the way she does. And I realize that, i am not only interested in her but I like her.
Things were going smoothly with both of us spending time together, talking with each other, trying to understand each other and also messaging with each other. I know I had fallen into her when I would care of her. I enjoy talking to her and admire her sweet smile. Perhaps, that amazing smile catches most of my attention.
Things turn out to be wrong and totally upside down because of my own choice of action. I thought I could have lighten her burden a bit but I was totally wrong. I did not think of the consequences of my action and she is angry because of this. She didnt reply most of my smses anymore. Heart breaking. That's the only sentence that can describe me.
Yesterday I feel I was at the bottom of the world. That feelings isn't good at all. I hope things would be better soon. Hopefully.
Live life to the max.
Cheers
Life is like a roller coaster ride. At this time, you might feel you are on top of the world but in the next second you would end up at the bottom. That is what I'm feeling now. I thought I am at the top of the world the past few days until yesterday.
I had fallen to a girl. There is this attraction of hers really caught my attention. She has amazing personality, independent, doesnt like to depends on people and would like to complete her work by herself. There is only one word to describe her. Awesome. I had been single for more than one year now. No other girls could catch my attention like the way she does. And I realize that, i am not only interested in her but I like her.
Things were going smoothly with both of us spending time together, talking with each other, trying to understand each other and also messaging with each other. I know I had fallen into her when I would care of her. I enjoy talking to her and admire her sweet smile. Perhaps, that amazing smile catches most of my attention.
Things turn out to be wrong and totally upside down because of my own choice of action. I thought I could have lighten her burden a bit but I was totally wrong. I did not think of the consequences of my action and she is angry because of this. She didnt reply most of my smses anymore. Heart breaking. That's the only sentence that can describe me.
Yesterday I feel I was at the bottom of the world. That feelings isn't good at all. I hope things would be better soon. Hopefully.
Live life to the max.
Cheers
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Appreciation
First blog after New Year. Recently, a holiday back in Sungai Buloh, Selangor taught me a lot of things. There are a lot of differences and changes when I come back here. I start to agree that, people change over time.
My mother is becoming far more emotional nowadays. Maybe the heavy workloads of hers had got over her head and conscious. I dont remember when was the last time she smile. All I know is, she is getting very emotional. A small matter could make the fire in her head ignite and her nagging will start from there. I miss her smile. I really do. I count myself fortunate to be born by her. Because she is the greatest mother. And she will always be. She taught me a lot of teories of life. Teaching me what is important and what is not. And teach me to lock my target and go for it. And here I am, doing the things that she taught. Thanks a lot for being my mother =) Just hope you would not be that emotional anymore. God bless!
My dad the next. I know you are doing your best as the sole bread winner for this family. Thanks for correcting my english. Your comments, I will remember it. Thanks for all your guidance as well.
Would like to thank my other 2 dads and 3 mothers of mine. I was fortunate enough to be loved and caring of all of you. Without all of you, my life will not be as meaningful as now.
Thanks for being my FAMILY. Father And Mother, I Love You!
Wish all of you will,
Live life to the max!
Cheers =)
My mother is becoming far more emotional nowadays. Maybe the heavy workloads of hers had got over her head and conscious. I dont remember when was the last time she smile. All I know is, she is getting very emotional. A small matter could make the fire in her head ignite and her nagging will start from there. I miss her smile. I really do. I count myself fortunate to be born by her. Because she is the greatest mother. And she will always be. She taught me a lot of teories of life. Teaching me what is important and what is not. And teach me to lock my target and go for it. And here I am, doing the things that she taught. Thanks a lot for being my mother =) Just hope you would not be that emotional anymore. God bless!
My dad the next. I know you are doing your best as the sole bread winner for this family. Thanks for correcting my english. Your comments, I will remember it. Thanks for all your guidance as well.
Would like to thank my other 2 dads and 3 mothers of mine. I was fortunate enough to be loved and caring of all of you. Without all of you, my life will not be as meaningful as now.
Thanks for being my FAMILY. Father And Mother, I Love You!
Wish all of you will,
Live life to the max!
Cheers =)
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
